testimony^^

well... jst had our meeting today... so since I still have the mood to do so, I'll try post as much as possible^^ I wanna share about... how lord guide and keep me alive all these time... maybe some of you who read this don't think that it is a big deal and all, but I'll share also^^ My story is not as bad as someone who doesn't have a family since young, bcuz I have 1, and it was a pretty good family^^ but ofcuz like all 'stories' things change... my parents start to argue bcuz of money, starting with just short 2 hours fights, then turn into those 'cold war' for a couple of days, and then until now^^ the last time I heard them talking to each other was like... 3-4 years ago maybe? and never had dinner with the whole family together during those time also... if you ask me, i kinda think that, not having something at all is better than losing it... I rather eat outside alone than eating with half of the family at home, ofcuz i did think off dying before, but a christian friend of my told my before that life is a gift given by god and we need to treasure it, by that, I continue to live until now^^ going thru a lot of problem with the help of god^^

I AM BACK!

Its been quite a while since my last post^^ many stuff had happened, some good, some bad, the most fun is about Feng Yuen Gospel camp, this year is the 4th year i join this camp,and its my 1st time being a group leader, luckily my group is all quite mature and easy to control^^ during cell group time... I shared a testimony that I hoped that i dont need to bring up again... so... I end up crying again XDDDD... I am not a perfect person and stuff, but I hope what I experience can really help in sharing the gospel and to save my friends from eternal suffering...Its kinda funny... and hard to believe that i change so much in 1 year... but this year aren't exactly easy to go through... but thanks to the help of God, I manage to survive XD...

believe...

hi everyone... my mood is getting better now... bcuz i hav learn something... something the lord will want all of us to learn...
I've been trying to save my relationship with a girl, I did a lot of stupid stuff, finding ways to get her attention... But all of the just got backfired... i've been down for around 3 days i guess... I skip my devotion time, and i didnt read my bible... but yesterday night, my mood is a bit better after chatting with a friend, so i decided to do my devotion... From a book that was given by a sister(yi ping/see chai) i've learn that... god dont want me to do so much... he only wants my to believe... to have faith... for in the bible, Jesus Christ healed two blind men, he said "According to your faith be it done unto you" (Matthew 9:29-30)
so now I've decided, i dont have to do so many things... I just need to have faith, and believe the lord will bring us together again... if it is his will...^^